Hais .

I regretted commiting those childish acts in the past , I`m not afraid to bear the consequences . But i have people around me whom needs me , and i need them too .
My Mother , How would she survive if i`m not outside ? i`m her Flesh and Blood . Regretted not listening to her advices in the past . Yeahs , i know its too late too repent . If i get a warning or anything light , i swear i`ll not commit anything wrong to the law again . If i went in , I`ll sit till the day i`m out , & turn over a new leaf .I know you wont be seeing this post . But i know you understand me more then anyone else .

Father , You always try to express your love towards me using money . But what i need is not the money . All i ever wish for . Is for you too understand me , things that gone missing in the house , I`m always the one getting blamed . You yourself wont to go and think that , At least 10-20 ppl come to our house everyday. Why must i be the one getting aimed ? I`ve never blamed you before . Cause i know deep down you still care for me .

Zac , You`re one of the few i always worried for . You`re 18 already . Stop being sucha sentimental guy over stuffs like your gan mei`s . if they dun treasure you , i will . i`ll nvr forget stuffs we did together , Tears falling over stuffs which hurts us the most .

Zai , You`re the one that changed my life . If not for you , I`ll still be some kiddo who knows nothing bout life . 5 years . We`ve nvr quarrelled even once . Except for a small thing at block one . Other then that , i swear i treasured this friendship with you , We`re more then friends . Rewinding back to the times spent over at my old house , Stupid things like screaming , can cheer me for a lifetime . These memories can nvr be forgotten .

Ahhao . Hiadi eh .. You`ve always been beside me all this while . We fight together , Die together . Your jokes are really imba . I`ll always be there for you .

Ford . I know you`ve always been a steady guy . Thanks brother .

Van , You`re one of the best taoeh in my life . Being ever so steady . Making jokes like there`s no tomorrow . I swear i`ll follow you all the way :]

Dearest Baby
Fate bought us together . Till death do us part . Still remembering the day where i know you , funny eh .? Late night calls we have . Webcamming sessions . Disturbing you , Every moment , Every sec , My heart will be thinking of you . Now that things start crashing over us . We wont be so weak to hold back . Let it overcome us eh ? we`ll fight for what we want .
Outside . i`ll be telling you , Dont wait for me all this shit if i ever went in , But deep down . I`ve always wanted you to wait for me , ( if i ever go in , which i hope not )
But if you ever found a better guy , Dun hesistate to move on , I`ll understand ,
iloveyou .